people! may bagong blog na ako. i won't be using tabulas that much anymore. here's the site.

http://insanelyimperfect.blogspot.com/

Posted by divineinsanity on August 13, 2005 at 11:21 AM | zip your lip

i feel like a frickin goosegog. i mean, my friends have their "lubidabees". hahah. like my shagadelic babe for example, she has her boyfriend. their relationship has been going on for 10 months now. sweet right?

another case is my hot twin. she has this "m.u." thing with a guy named STINGRAY. nah.. just kidding. but it does sound like that. hahha. anyways, at first i kept on insisting that the guy liked her too but she won't believe me. BUT NOW. may thing na sila. and they sometimes even meet each other. aww. the start of a beautiful relationship. hahha! papatayin ako ni hot twin kapag nabasa niya toh.

and last but not the least. my princess. she has this thing with a guy also. obviously. anyway, the guy calls her "MOON". nyek. san ka pa? haha. they really are soooo sweet. they even make songs for each other. aww. hehe.

and then there's me. single loveless me. hahha. kapag pupunta kami sa ateneo to see there boylets, or some other place, napapasama ako. LONER. yek. wawa ka naman sam. haha. 7th wheel ka ba? hahaha! if i'm not a chaperone, i'm a tiga paalam. kung may soiree ako yung magpapaalam para sa kanila sa kanilang boylets. amp. hahah. but it's okay.

KUNG SAKTAN NILA BABIES KO, MALALAGOT SILA SA AKIN.

Posted by divineinsanity on August 4, 2005 at 10:06 PM | 1 shut the fuck up

asa computer lab ako right now. hahha. nakakatamad mag design design eh. paguwi ko nalang. anyway, ang cute ng song na toh. galing sa bloggy ni rea. my hot babe. haha.

I never understood before, I never knew what love was for,
D                      A                     E
My heart was broke, my head was sore, what a feeling.
D                  A          E                 B
Tied up in ancient history, I didn't believe in destiny,
  D                       A                  E
I look up you're standing next to me, what a feeling,

       B       E           G#m        G                 F#
What a feeling in my soul, love burns brighter than sunshine,
A                 E             B          E
Brighter than sunshine, let the rain fall, I don't care,
G#m           G               F#
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine,
A                E   Em                            B
Suddenly you're mine, and it's brighter than sunshine.

D              A          E                B
I never saw it happening, I'd given up and given in,
D                        A                   E    
I just couldn't take the hurt again, what a feeling.
D                 A                      E             B             D
I didn't have the strength to fight, but suddenly you seemed so right,
       A           E
Me and you, what a feeling.

       B       E           G#m        G                 F#
What a feeling in my soul, love burns brighter than sunshine,
     A                 E             B          E
It's brighter than sunshine, let the rain fall, I don't care,
G#m           G               F#    A               E
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine, suddenly you're mine,
Em       A                 Em       A                 Em
And it's brighter than the sun, it's brighter than the sun
    A                 Em    A    B
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
D                  A            E                    B
Love will remain a mystery, but give me your hand and you will see,
D                     A         E     E  
Your heart is keeping time with me.

       B       E           G#m        G                 F#
What a feeling in my soul, love burns brighter than sunshine,
     A                 E             B          E
It's brighter than sunshine, let the rain fall, I don't care,
G#m           G               F#    A               E
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine, suddenly you're mine

       B       E           G#m        G                 F#
What a feeling in my soul, love burns brighter than sunshine,
     A                 E             B          E
It's brighter than sunshine, let the rain fall, I don't care,
G#m           G               F#    A               E
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine, suddenly you're mine,

                           B
And it's brighter than sunshine.

kyoti. anyho,may long test kami sa bio after this at hindi pa ako masyadong nagaaral. later.

shagadelicbabe..

Posted by divineinsanity on August 4, 2005 at 01:11 PM | zip your lip

OH MY GOSHNESS. haha. sobraaang ganda ng movie na if only. my mom bought a dvd eh. it was so fucking depressing.

the story was about a couple. Samantha pa nga yung name ng girl eh. san ka pa? haha. anyhow, yung guy kasi hindi niya inaapreciate yung girlfriend niya. mas priority pa niya yung work niya kaysa sa girl. umaabot na sa point na he didn't have time for the girl. he never showed his feelings or even said it to her. and he regretted it because...

the girl died. sad noh? they were fighting pa nun. the girl was crying when she got into the taxi because of the guy. then, the taxi stopped dhail may red light, hinabol nung guy pero biglang gumalaw yung taxi. at nabunggo. a car crashed from the side of the girl. sobraaang nakakaiyak yung story. kasi namatay na yung girl diba? tas the next morning, it was as if time rewinded itself kasi nandun yung girl. and nagfreak out yung guy. haha.

the whole day, sobrang paranoid yung guy. eh kasi naman, nakita mo ba naman yung mahal mo mamatay right in front of your eyes, then the next day. he/she is there. parang hindi nangyari yun namatay siya.

you might think it has a happy ending. but it doesn't. the guy died in the end. as in buong araw, sobrang ipinakita niya yung love for the girl kasi he knew she was going to die. well. that was what he thought. tas nung ending, bago sila sumakay sa taxi the guy said to the girl.. it's not the exact words since i can't remember it.

"I love you. i never did let myself feel that until now. until today because of you. you taught me how to love and be loved. and for that, i love you more than anything in the world."

alam mo yun.. ang sweet. tas eto pa eh. he gave up his OWN life for the girl. ganoon niya kamahal si Sam. ayyyy. ako yun ah. hahha. weh, mangarap ka. hahha. anyway, ayun. he knew. he knew he was going to die. well Sam was supposed to anyway. but he protected her from the crash. alam mo yun. he knew na it would be his last day on earth kaya minahal na niya ng todo todo yung girl. ang masakit pa para kay Sam.

hindi niya nasabi na mahal niya yung  guy...

naiyak ako. weeeeh. hahha. pero ang sad talaga nung story. hindi ko talaga maaccept na why the guy had to die. eto pa eh, i was with my dad when i watched it. BASTOS SIYA EH. pinagtatawanan ba naman ako. hmph. GUYS ARE SOOOO INSENSITIVE. haha.

Basta. WATCH IT. it's a really good movie. parang yung lesson kasi,

'live your life to the fullest. if you love somebody, tell them don't hold back. you may never know when it's going to be your last day on earth.'

Currently listening to: soundtrack of 'if only'
Currently feeling: senti... hahah. :P
Posted by divineinsanity on August 3, 2005 at 06:32 PM | zip your lip

my dad is SO weird. i feel like i'm living in an upside down world of some sort. see my dad, has never been ok when it comes to guys. even guy friends. so, imagine my shock when he told me yesterday that he wanted me to meet his patient. my dad's an orthodontist; braces specialist. anyhow, so yeah. he told me that he was waking me up earlier that day so that i could go with him to his clinic. his patient was going to be there daw. and his patient was a guy. [if you haven't figured that out yet] so i asked him questions. he said the guy was from ateneo. im not gonna say what his name is incase you know him. it would be totally embarassing. anyway, so he told me that he was in 2nd year also. so i asked a friend og mine if he knew that guy. hindi naman daw. so i kinda figured that he was either a first year or a third year student. my dad was talking about him like he approved of him or something. i don't even know the guy. kasi my dad was like,

"oh. honor student pa siya. and his family is rich. [uhmm..okay.] also he is mestiso. pure spanish. tall, maputi at mabait pa."

and those words came from MY DAD ha. parang ako, "uhh.. okay then." hhaha. ang weird talga. and he even told me na next month daw babalik yung guy so he told me na isasama daw niya ako with him sa clinic niya. sorry naman. i really REALLY think that my dad was abducted by aliens and was replaced by someone who is cool. hahha. whatever. 'ciao.

Posted by divineinsanity on July 25, 2005 at 01:29 PM | 2 shut the fuck up
i am so totally lonely. seriously though. i really AM lonely. my iPod is my only company. and well my dog. 5 dogs actually. but whatever. we are having kind of like a girls' night tomorrow. my group in cl is going to my house so we could do our project. after dismissal we're going to katips then after like an hour or so we're going to my house. then after the project, just lay back and relax while watching a movie. saya ba? hehe. bonding time yun pare.  but otherwise i am lonely. oh sooo lonely. hahaha. i need a special someone or a significant other. i really do. hahah. so now, my loved one is my iPod. my ever trusting and compatible iPod. oooh. we ARE going to have a soiree but i am kinda lazy to go. hahahahh. puchaaaaaaaaaa. no offense sa mga atenista pero uso ngayon la salle. yek. uso eh parang damit. i want to have a soiree sa la salle naaaa. sa pinsan ko nalang! 2B, 2B!!!!!! hahah. last year, ateneo. 2nd year, la salle. kasi naman EVERY SINGLE DAY may atenista sa mc. nakakasawa ka ba? tas 3rd year naman. XAVIER!!!!!! hahahaha. hotnesssssssss. chintong matangkad na maputi. what more could you ask for? shallow ka baaaa??? hahah. sorry naman. kinda depressed and lonely. sooooo. now. i am going to my iPod for company. i am so pathetic. hahha. but anyway, ang WEIRD. last year, asenso love life pero hindi masyado ok ang studies. pero ngayon na soooper ok yung studies, wala na akong lovelife. i am lovelessssss. hahhaha. anyway, im talking to lyca right now so tata! laterrrrr.
Currently feeling: soooo lonely.
Posted by divineinsanity on July 21, 2005 at 07:48 PM | zip your lip

guess where i am right now. in school. haha. computer time namin ngayon eh. uhm, we have to research on a country. yung religion lang naman. hehe. i'm planning to convert to Xanga nga eh. parang mas maganda kasi dun. may music tska mas madaming backdrops at backgrounds. kaso nga lang ang hirap coz i don't know how to put the music in and shit. anyhow may talk kami today. uhm ano ba ulit un? ahh.. boy-girl talk. about our "sexuality".

okaaaay then. so ang cute kanina nung social studies namin. we were researching on different religions. then our teacher said we could play music daw to kill time. sige, download naman sila. biglang nagpatugtog si chengtu ng carebears eh. whoo. san ka pa?! hahah. kyoti.

hehe. anyway. astig ang school. DSL. samantalang ako. dial up. what is that naman?? hahha. ohh. and saya ko. i totally understand math now. in fact, it's my favorite subject! cool kasi yung teacher. and i also love english now. "english mode" ba? pero in all seriousness, ang dali ng mga lessons ko. siguro its because the teachers are good. or maybe it's because i listen. pero whatver. school rocks now. hahah.

Currently feeling: soooper sleepy.
Posted by divineinsanity on July 21, 2005 at 01:13 PM | zip your lip

ayoko na.. panic na toh.. waaah.. hinding hindi na ako magaabsent muli! badtriiip!!! ayoko na magkasakit.. pucha. andg dami kong namiss..

three days.. THREE DAYS!  kasi naman. mas importante ang studies ko kaysa sa health noh! hello?! how can my parentals expect me to get high grades if they want me to stay home and rest????? grr. i'll never understand parentals. anyway, i am officially paniciking now as i have missed A LOT OF LESSONS!!! pucha. magmamake up pa ako ng 2 tests [social and science] AND 1 LONGTEST! longtest pa talaga. im really freaking out right now.

why can't i have a neighbor that's my classmate????????

please help meeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

 

Currently feeling: panicking. a lot.
Posted by divineinsanity on July 15, 2005 at 07:09 PM | zip your lip

yes.. i am sick. hahah. when i woke up this morning, my body ached already.. my head was spinning and i felt like vomitting. hahha. ampuch. pero i still went to school. saya ko ba? i went to school because i did not want to have a record of absence in my report card. hahahahah. pero 7.15 palang, pumunta na akong clinic. sakit na talaga ng ulo ko nun eh.. tas the nurse got my temperature and everything. what's the normal temp ba? bsta 37.9 ata yung akin.. so may fever. the nurse asked me if i wanted to go home. uhh.. yes? hahah. so ayun, she called my mother and all that and i went home. pagpunta ko nga sa classroom namin to get my stuff, sabi sa akin ni chengtu.

chengtu: saan ka pupupunta?

sam: aalis na ako.

chengtu: hindi nga? saan ka nga pupunta?

sam: uuwi na nga ako. haha.

other classmate: bakit?

sam: may fever ako eh.

oc: weh? di naman mukha ahh..

hahah. sorry naman. so now i'm at home. doing nothing but lying down and watching tv. isn't it great? haha. hmm.. ano na kaya ginagawa ng mga classmate ko ngayon? wala lang.. im bored. really i am. so now i result to watching dvds. i watched "ice princess", "herbie fully loaded" and "constantine". hahah. pirated ka ba? sorry naman. haay.. i'm going to eat chocolate now. hahha. )

kung sino magbigay sa akin ng chocolate... truffles, milk chocolate. basta chocolate! i will love you forever and ever and ever. hahah.

Currently feeling: chocolateyyy. :)
Posted by divineinsanity on July 13, 2005 at 11:14 AM | zip your lip
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